It’s autumn once again, accompanied by withered yellow leaves and dry early mornings, slowly drinking down the sorrow of hasty parting that comes with the passing years. It’s not that I don’t cherish it, but I can only watch helplessly as it fades away, leaving me sighing at the vastness of it all.
Suddenly, I miss you so much, where are you? Perhaps, life is just like this, with its unpredictable changes and a mix of sorrow and joy being the deepest truth.
After many years have passed, looking back, it feels like a century has gone by.
Suddenly, I miss you so much, where are you? Our past is like a beautiful movie, but now it’s falling apart.
Those unforgettable memories are all buried deep within my heart, never to be easily touched again. Those crazy and passionate times, the youthful recklessness that was you, all become part of my regrets, gradually fading away.
It’s been a long time since I’ve heard from you. What do you look like now, and what kind of experiences have you had? I’ve thought about it a thousand times, but I have no way to ask. Perhaps, with the distance and the passage of time, we’ve both become different people.
I fear the silent air the most, it feels suffocating. I fear the sudden concern from friends the most, yet I can only respond with lies. I fear the sudden churning of memories the most, leaving me no place to hide. I fear that I’ve already decided to live my life this way, only to suddenly hear news of you again.
Where are you, and I, have always stayed here, never leaving. Suddenly, I miss you so much.